SUBJECT: CURRENT STATUS OF ABDUCTEE                          FILE: UFO601


Current StatusThis is a status report for my friends and family.I know it's hard to believe, if not impossible, but I ask you to view the following with an open mind. I have no wish to prove anything to anyone. Make and keep your own judgements.For a time now I have been deeply troubled by memories of things and places I can't understand. I've spent much time doubting my own sanity and thinking that this would just go away. It has not gone away or been explained away. I wish to communicate it so that those who follow may have some light shed on their path.I realized that something was different in our house, I felt a presence, a whisper in my ear. At first I denied it, then explained it away as my own thoughts. It persisted, irritated me into responding over time. Little talks to myself I would think. But personality appeared, this... this entity was not me and daily its voice grew stronger. Friday October, 20 1989 around 1:10 in the afternoon while I was sitting at my computer keyboard it started typing. The entity used my fingers to type a message titled "Open Channel". It was typed quickly and accurately, just flowing out. I did not even read it as it was typed but had to go back over it to get its content. (see attached)This had happened to me once with the Ouija board. A spontaneous conversation with our unborn child, Sarah, that really scared me. I have not used a Ouija board since. This typing episode has not repeated basically because I have not let it. Time passed and the entity continued to whisper in my ear. Nothing diabolical mind you just messages to eat well, exercise, stop some bad habits and other basically positive stuff. But with a real attitude. I named the entity "Butt Head" because of my perception of his attitude. His expressions were forceful and direct "don't eat THAT!!", "you will have NINE children" or "STOP that now" in context and repeated through the day. I'm sorry to say I did not respond well to this and ignored most warnings regardless of their ultimate benefit."Entities" are beings without  solid bodies. "Aliens" have bodies and use hardware. "Vortex" refers to the counterclock wise rotating energy field that is in our bedroom.The aliens? I inquired. Then rushes of memories came to me. Filled my mind with images painful and terrifying. The Aliens.This memory recall is the most painful and terrifying experience I have ever had. It defies description. I warn those who feel a fear now, a great welling fear rooted deep in your humanity. Don't open these doors to your memories lightly. Don't seek hypnosis or deep meditation upon these memories unless  you are prepared for it! I have no way of knowing how many people have been affected to the degree I have and to many I'm sure my warning will go unheard but once upon the journey it seems nothing can stop you from learning and growing with this experience.Aliens came into my house, to my bedside, and while I watched unable to move or scream took my unborn son quickly and easily from my wife's womb. Compassionately they screened our memories and left us with 1/2 of our twins. Sarah now three went full term despite the blood discharge after the event and the following sonogram that showed only one child where there were once two. Our midwife and her assistant timed two different heartbeats. We watched them both listening, counting, on both sides of my wife's stomach. Each came up with a different heartbeat. Both of them felt two babies in my wife's womb. We felt, physically and spiritually, two babies. I know this to be true. I've no way to prove it.I too have been abducted. I can't remember much. Just being carried in total terror to a place I've not remembered. Un-speakable things were done to me and I was returned. Many times this happened or maybe only once.My wife "remembered" much at the same time. She cried for her lost son, but realized immediately that she had agreed subconsciously by wondering if she could really handle two babies at once, focusing on her fear of having two babies. Part out of fear and compassion for the aliens she has allowed them to use her body for their harvest. She believes that she was being used for the overall benefit of the universe and for the evolution of the human species as well. She is no longer willing, in her words, to be a lab rat.We agreed to visualize our house circled with a powerful forcefield of white light. We use this light in the past to protect our cars and persons while we traveled. It seemed to work to keep the alien presence away. It was tiring and we struggled for 4 days to keep the energy up and the aliens out. Our house was circled by them at times and they looked in the windows at us. I saw them and my mind died in terror. One day I came home and found my wife hiding in the bathroom with our children. It angered me. When we were about ready to give up the Vortex came to our bedroom.Until this time the entities had never appeared to me visually, I could sense them but not with my eyes. In July 1990 our house became the home of a cosmic door, vortex, window...Something that I could sense and see with my eyes. I did not tell my wife, she told me. Our perceptions agreed and we both could see two entities floating in the room. Guarding the vortex. Our house was built by my Father around 1974. It is a strange and unique Dome structure. The room with the vortex is an attached Icosahedron. I believe that to be a two frequency Dome.One of the entities was Butt Head. I inquired as to what was going on. Some times I wish I had never asked. They, the entities were protecting the vortex from use by the aliens. they were concerned that the aliens would bring to much Mass through the vortex and destroy the "balance."The Entities talked me into training for their war with the aliens. I trained in my astral body. It felt familiar. I was possessed with the spirt of a warrior and the entities liked my ability for "creative destruction". They taught me to throw light. To move energy and create destruction, thought destruction. A part of my spirit, of me, was at war.In my physical world I continued my work, did research on aliens and spiritual stuff. I found people with similar experiences on the computer networks and in some literature. I needed to know more.A friend and confidant told us about a Channeler who was in town. We went to the meeting joining 25-30 other people in the orations of the entity Zoosh. It was interesting and felt true and right. We had an amazing private session with Zoosh. He released the entities from me and scolded them for 15 minutes about misusing their host. He told me to treat them as children and introduced me to the idea of soul bradding. He released me from their war. Released them from their war and introduced them to Earth energy.Since this time the three entities and I are more integrated and I am teaching them to be earthly and material. they teach me too. Much of their world has no counterpart for us to compare as they say "it's another dimension." They are growing to be part of me, integrated into my spirit. I have changed, my interests and actions. I am a different person more whole and complete.The Aliens are still present, a little less threatening to me, but still around. They will play a part in all of our futures.I Still Need to Learn More!!!!!Much more has happened than in this short statement. Enough to fill a book should one be needed.Please don't believe me believe yourself!Be true to yourself and LoveTheo                                                                                                                     

     
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